July 2012
1 post
June 2012
17 posts
I'm really tired.
I can only keep a positive attitude for so long, and the constant setbacks that life is handing me does not help. I’m at a point where I feel like a penny. In Canada, they will be stopping the production of pennies. Pray for me.
super fast mini-update!
- that was way WAY too much family time packed into three short days
- my new apartment is ghetto as fuck right now: i’m using a tiny lamp to light the place, i have no furniture except a couch that doesn’t even belong to me and a night table with the drawers not built yet, and a whole ton of cardboard boxes. which i guess i will live out of.
- WHY IS IT SO COLD IN BERKELEY WTFFFFF
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I have been very sad.
Relationships.
hoffifer:
allergictocats:
What is the difference between a friendship and a romance? Where do you draw the lines? I’ve never been a relationship, but I imagine that I would care about them just the same as any strong friendship.
dddmui.
It’s about the same thing IMO. There’s usually the sexual attraction and getting to indulge in it in a romance though. There’s usually also more...
Relationships.
What is the difference between a friendship and a romance? Where do you draw the lines? I’ve never been a relationship, but I imagine that I would care about them just the same as any strong friendship.
dddmui.
zhangs-deactivated20121209 asked: omg what a wonderful blog I love all of you but I don't like ugly cats okay thx bye
May 2012
8 posts
bandaid
there were two things i wanted to talk about today: one being how to adjust and one being how to accept. i guess to prevent this post from being unnecessarily long we’ll talk about the latter first, and maybe the former another time.
while i don’t think i’m the kind of person to always choose the route of denial or avoidance versus the road the entails facing the problem head...
1 tag
One of my musical influences/inspirations and I...
Loneliness
I really did not want to post another sad blog for my next post, but I usually feel like writing the most when I want to write away my sadness.
It was a rainy/gloomy day. I stayed in and slept to pass the time, and I couldn’t help but think “damn, it makes no difference if I let myself out into the world, or not.” It’s not like I’m needed or anything. I don’t...
Sometimes I want to delete things that (online, or in meatspace) remind me of how much of an idiot I am/used to be/can be. I’m not sure if it’s easier and more effective to just pretend some things never happened, or if it’s better to preserve things that happened to keep them around as a reminder for the future and to repeatedly brood over and apologize for them. The first...
ok
I’m not really sure what kinds of things I should designate to posting onto this blog and what things I should designate to posting onto my regular blog.
Here’s a photo
Hope you enjoy. I’ll talk about my emotions some other time.
P.S. All the bios are “as told by Anna”, and the part about me being multi-talented is bull. I’m just interested in and take...
“you never said, you never said, you never...
People
I find that there are a lot of people in the world. I don’t particularly feel like people are drawn towards me, and maybe it’s because they can smell the stink I carry around with me wherever I go. I’m struggling to find a balance within myself, where I can truly believe that people care about me as much as I care about them. When I’m lying in my bed at night, sometimes I...
